We only have one more sleep left untill we wake up in a brand new year, and to tell you the truth, I am more than happy to see 2015 say it's final goodbyes.
2015 for me was not great, and it wasn't bad. It was ok. It could definitely be better.
This year was a lot about relationships and letting go the ones that were there just to be there. Like "friends", you have on Facebook that you never talk to or anything, but you don't remove them because you don't want to hurt their feelings or whatever. They just linger in your Friends section for no reason at all. Letting people go is not an easy thing to do, but it's a must when people break your trust and play you for a fool. It's also a must if you want to live a happier life.
You, we, shouldn't take shit from no one.
Sometimes I think of myself as some sort of a masochist. I let people beat me to the ground, and the next day I serve them breakfast with a smile on my face. Metaphorically speaking. It's as if a demon were inside of me, enjoying all the pain. Like I can't function if everything is normal.
I see no other explanation.
I've been starving this demon of mine for quite some time now, and I've cut strings to all the bad relationships I've had. Growing up means growing apart. I often repeat this sentence to myself, and allthough it's a sad saying, it's the most real one. Not all of the people we meet in our life are supposed to stay with us forever. Some of them are just temporary. It took me a long time to get that, but I feel so much better now that I do.
I hope you will all step in 2016 with clean slate and only with people who deserve you, love you and vice versa! Plus I hope you will accomplish everything you didn't, but wished, in 2015! :*
P.S. If you still don't know what to wear tonight, here are two stylings that migt inspire you! Check out Lili in Roza blog for even more inspiration! ;)
Have a greaaaaat last day of 2015 guys! And big thanks for all of you who keep up with me here! Much looove <3